sigh

i hate and love mirrors

they reflect the superficiality and the shallowness of the world

no truth is reflected yet it is the staple of many existence's

it kills people

rarely saves people

destroying people with uncertainty

Stop being depressed-o

I hatehatehatehate it

crying is weakness

expressions are weakness

everything is weakness

Cooking

I really should start cooking more. If I recall, I resolved to cook more. I have recently become interested in making soup. I want to try the mini food processor that we figured out how to use.

I had a dream about doing a disciplined morning routine. When I woke up this morning I was so tired that I didn't get to do it. It disappointed me. I wanted to wake up, and do fifty one armed push-ups. Run down to the park and buy a mexican bread.

I guess I will try tomorrow.

Getting off ass

Prior Sickness

I really hope I don't slip into my psychologically induced sickness again...

*stars in eyes* Revelation

I have just realized that there are actually times when I think that talking is too much trouble - as in "I'm-too-lazy-to-talk-to-you" or "the-conversations-so-pointless-why-are-we-doing-this-again". It's weird, because I love to talk to people. I suppose that the temptation of being able to use a computer (and the Internet), completely beats having worthless, unmemorable conversations with my lunch-buddies (yuck).

Perhaps even loudmouths need solitude.