Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Prior Sickness

I really hope I don't slip into my psychologically induced sickness again...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

*stars in eyes* Revelation

I have just realized that there are actually times when I think that talking is too much trouble - as in "I'm-too-lazy-to-talk-to-you" or "the-conversations-so-pointless-why-are-we-doing-this-again". It's weird, because I love to talk to people. I suppose that the temptation of being able to use a computer (and the Internet), completely beats having worthless, unmemorable conversations with my lunch-buddies (yuck).

Perhaps even loudmouths need solitude.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008


Resolution: Go to sleep earlier.
Reason: I've been falling alseep in class lately, and it's a bad feeling + when I sleep on the table I always feel like my pants are falling down.

Monday, May 5, 2008

New York Bestsellers

Resolution: Read most of the interesting books on the New York Best Sellers list.
Reason: So I'll have social talking points, and to get more literary sense.

Friday, May 2, 2008


Resolution: To get up to practicing four hours a day on clarinet - and get something out of it.

I will begin with 30minutes and slowly increase, so by the end of the summer, perhaps several hours will be normal.

Reason: I have found my goal. I need to become the equal of those young musicians my age who are on the path to being professional clarinetists. I also would really really like to join this youth orchestra...that is one of the greatest in the world.

Hah, fat chance. Whatever, I think that this may be a beginning of passion.